ive deleted all my posts about zhe fundraiser and ill be refunding all zhe money ive been given so far
sorry for wasting everyones time

@mynotaurus It's up to you, so if you'd prefer giving back the money to spending it on things that would make you happy or at least on new vr gear, then that's the right thing to do. but if it would make you happy to have Nice Things then that would be better.

it might take a while cause paypal is being weird but i promise ill get zhe money back to everyone

@mynotaurus actually why are you giving it back

@mynotaurus sorry if this is unhelpful/causing further problems/vaguely bothersome,

but creatures, many of whom are specifically your friends, gave you money and expected nothing in return and now you're giving them a refund and I don't quite understand?

@mynotaurus also it's eleven pm so this might just be me being sleepy

@Boorango im not gonna be able to use it for zhe reason i said, and i dont trust myself to use it for good reasons ozherwise, so i wanna give it back
i dont deserve any of it
it was stupid of me to ask for it in zhe first place

@mynotaurus can't argue with the first two points of that
But!
concensus among creatures who donated, as far as I can tell, is that they won't mind if you don't spend it.
and while I don't believe strongly in the concept of anyone deserving anything, I do trust the judgement of those creatures that gave funds.
while I, personally didn't give money (I don't use paypal), if I had I would be refunding your refund right about now.

also if you accepted the funds that would make creatures, both friends and acquaintances, happy.

@mynotaurus so uhhh is it because VR headsets are generally really expensive or is it a secret other thing you don’t want to talk about? not to put you on the spot or anything but black friday/cyber monday is coming up in a few weeks maybe amaz nondescript online retailer might have a good deal on VR or something