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why cant i get myself to do any of zhe zhings i wanna do :(

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selfzherapising again
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i am determined to not spiral about it zhis time but im convinced zhis is anozher big factor to a lot of my bad mental healzh episodes

cant do anyzhing -> feel incredibly useless -> feel like im taking up too much space -> hide and cry

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re: selfzherapising again
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@mynotaurus makes sense
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@mynotaurus folks here love you; the bad brain stuff speaks lies and you are too hard on yourself

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@mynotaurus

Have you at all had a chance to look into psychiatric help?

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@nautilee not yet

...im not sure im even registered to a doctors at all any more lol

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@mynotaurus if you figure it out let me know

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remember when i used to create stuff basically daily. of literally any discipline or medium, often ones id never even tried before

now i can barely get myself to get out of bed
where did i go

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@mynotaurus depression sucks and is not some kind of flaw.
merely an experience that benefits nobody.

I've been in your position often, and someday your energy may return.
not having artistic energy right now is not somezhing wrong wizh you.
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@mynotaurus no need to apologize
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